Helpless

I rushed angrily from the doors and slightly winced as hey closed shut and clanged monotonously.I stopped breathing for a second to hear the soft patter of his familiar footsteps racing after me with the fury of the wind. He came to a halt behind me.
Tess, he whispered. 
I stopped walking and screamed mentally at myself for not having the strength to ignore his perfection and walk away.

Tess, he repeated. 

I gulped nervously and closed my eyes. No matter what he had done, his voice alone 
could have made me run to him with open arms and wrap myself around him. I touched my right toe to my heel and spun myself around to face him courageously. To my bewilderment, he was closer than I thought. I found myself staring at his chest and I brought my eyes up slowly to meet his.  They were warm inviting blue pools that made me want to drown in them, I honestly wouldn’t care. The smell of him intoxicated me and I lightly swayed on my feet before he gripped my arm tightly and I swallowed thickly as his striking yet dangerous eyes sized me up, analyzing me. I felt
like some kind of new bug species being examined by Bill Nye. Even in that analogy, we weren't
equaled. It would eternally be that way, The prince charming in every girl’s life versus a servant.

Kal, I can’t be with you… you’re too… too…

Before I could speak, he grabbed me firmly and wrapped me in his arms protectively. Tenderly, he

stroked my silky hair and pressed his warm lips to my strawberry blonde hair. He sighed deeply in
contentment and we stayed like that for what seemed like an eternity on earth.